Listen to me

Hello gorgeous,

You don't deserve to feel down today. You're wonderful and magnificent in your very own way, and you make someone very happy, and I think that makes you significantly not as worthless as you think.
You may not know this, but you are the reason someone smiles. You are the person who keeps their sadness away, even for just a moment. Your smile's infectious, your laughter is adorable. And if you snort when you laugh, well that's just precious, too.
So maybe your crush didn't do something wonderful today. It's okay, because you have another day, you have another hour -- hell, you could have this very minute, too, for them to do something wonderful. Maybe they'll call, or smile at you tomorrow, or tell you, "hey shorty, I think you grew half a centimeter today," or maybe they'll notice your new watch, and if someone tries to order coffee for you, maybe they'll say, "no, she doesn't drink coffee," and he'll show you that he knows that about you.
Have a wonderful, wonderful day!

this ones you for you babe.

Hey Babe,
You are amazing. You’re strong and beautiful…
Or at least that’s what you’ve been told.
People have tested you and you never seem to break, so they push you because they think your strong. You have to be strong for them, because if you do breakdown they will see how weak you really are. And weakness is not acceptable. Even your ‘best friend’ has only see your tears once or twice, because you know inside that she judges you.
I know you feel weak, because you’ve been cheating on yourself. Cheating. And by your actions, that nobody sees, your hurting yourself and your future. How will you be able to love your future spouse if you are selfish, if all you love is yourself? You thought you could overcome this weakness, but we haven’t been able to beat this one. Get help. Show this weakness, so it can be overcome. So you can end this thing once and for all.
Showing your weakness will only strengthen you, it may be hard to reveal, but remember your not alone, you have me, and in your moment of weakness there is hope of growth and strengthening. Don’t give in, don’t fall down again, it hurts and crying sucks. But it happens, sometimes it’s out of your control. but this one can be over sooner, if you only cry out for help.
Remember; there is always someone listening and waiting to come and rescue you.
Show the world how strong you really are, by calling out for help.
XOXO

I should probably stop doing this...

ps...i saw you

I saw you, sitting in your truck, and it was odd, the rush of feelings i got from it. The paranoia, of "did he see me?!!?" then i realized i really dont want you to have seen me. because if you did, that means your still ignoring me, and well thats pretty pathetic of you. you say you "are getting your life in order" well i think  you should start with an apology to me for all you put me through.

I would hope you and your stupid truck end up in the ditch, but then i realized you'd just cause drama, and well...your already dramatic enough.

hold your head high and move on, no one is holding you back

Let's Make A Deal by Diane Blue
You forgive me for liking you too much,
And I'll forgive you for not liking me enough.
You forgive me for missing you so,
And I'll forgive you for being so cold.
You forgive me for the loud racing of my heart,
And I'll forgive you for not hearing it.
You forgive me for playing your games,
And I'll forgive you for toying with my emotions.
You forgive me for finding you so attractive,
And I'll forgive you for not noticing.
You forgive me for raising you up so high,
And I'll forgive you for bringing me down so low.
You forgive me for wanting to be with you,
And I'll forgive you for avoiding me.
You forgive me for being so pathetic,
And I'll forgive you for taking advantage of it.
You forgive me for not being able to let go,
And I'll forgive you for never having latched on.
You forgive me for having hopes and dreams,
And I'll forgive you for crushing them.
Forgiveness brings inner peace.
Do we have a deal?

JT, your Facebook status was ridiculous

Here is my version of it... " they say you are what you eat, now we all know u eat shit"

This is not me

This is not who I want to be. This person I see in the mirrors reflection has my face. But I no longer know who is looking back at me.

Things must be changed

a lil advice

“Don’t play hard to get… play hard to forget.”